Monday, August 3, 2009

Spell

Tormented by rapture for days on end
mind spinning in unrealistic circles.
Torn between right and wrong
there was only one true choice.

Mercifully, the spell is broken.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Afterthoughts

Perhaps it was your playful spirit
that caught my attention.
The hope of finding a friend
outside of my gilded cage
that I could confide in and be myself with.

Playfullness led to flirting
Flirting led to honesty
Honesty led to desire

We crossed no lines
We committed no sins
But a part of me knows better
My heart strayed

My mind thought of nothing else but you
The passions we might share
My heart would leap every time
I caught your way of looking at me;
like admiring a fine work of art.

What might I do should I see you again?
Be overcome with rapture?
Smother you with kisses?
Could I control myself?

.....I don't think I'd want to.


A Painful Mourning

I wake with the knowledge that you have moved on.
The hopes that a night's rest would heal my hurting heart
are no match for the pain your news has caused me.

You're gone

Where I was once filled with lustful anticipation
for a passionate tryst
Is now filled by a sudden and deep wound

My eyes are a deep and overflowing well of emotion.
Unaware of the depth of my feelings for you;
your absence shows me the truth.

I may never see you again
and that realization pains my heart.
Though I will not seek you out
I will wonder if you miss me too.


Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Truth Be Told

I want you
though I try to hide it
my eyes speak volumes when they meet yours

Pour me a glass of my truth serum
and watch it do its magic
as I reveal my secret thoughts about you

The wanting and the raw desire
to explore your body
clawing and biting my way to new heights of frenzied passion

An untamed animal threatens to break from its leash
best not to be caught alone while it's on the prowl
For this tiger stalks, waiting for the right moment to pounce.

I imagine our first kiss
impregnanted with hesitation and ripe with lust and desire.
Once the seal is broken, a wave of passion would sweep over us
hurdling us into euphoric ecstacy.

Truth be told,
my fantasies may be better than real life
Perhaps I'll never know for sure;
and I'll be left wanting forever more.


Animal On the Loose

How can it be that in less than a month
I have been seduced by you?
You have me swooning and reeling
I never even thought you were that appealing

It must be that childlike aire about you
mixed with your sexy confidence
that makes me want to corner you
and teach you a thing or two

You have brought out my inner animal
and she is threatening to break the leash!
Vows be damned, you have awakened me!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

For Just One Night

If I could have you
for just one night,
I would temp and tease
and bring you to your knees.

Lips lock, tongues entwine, hands astray
tension mounting; now let's play!
Beautiful bodies begging and burning
ready to satisfy our passionate yearning.

Hearts are pounding, flesh is sliding
slip inside of me, deeply riding.
Pleasure mounting, shallow breathing,
fuck me harder, lust is seething.

Oh right there;
take me higher
Make me come
my need is dire

Harder now,
I feel you grow
and all at once,
we both let go.


Poem on a Dare

Preface: dared by a male friend to compose an erotic poem on a whim using his name.


With eyes so dark that do implore
That I surrender to thee, Salvatore.

A charming wit and a gentle smile
Keep my attention for the while.

Eyes lock, lips lick, shallow breathing
Just one touch, lust is seething

Ravenous animals seeking release
Hearts aflame will not cease.

Fill me up, let’s explore,
I am yours, Salvatore!


Wanting You

You glance my way
And fantasies abound
Lustful and sinful
I can’t get enough

I wish you would make your move
I want to feel your lips on mine
Your hands wandering over my body
Our skin igniting from our heat

We would be so hot together
Drowning in our sweat
Making each other wild
With sexual tension and frustration

I keep to myself
Fantasies plaguing my brain
I worship you,
But not willing to destroy true love.


Virus

I thought you were out of my system
I still fantasize about you
My brain is still poisoned by the thought of you.
My lust for you is undying.

I hear your voice
And want to hear nothing more than your charming words….
Piercing through my soul
And infecting my brain.

Your eyes still entrance me.
Those dark pools that I just want to dive into….
And spend hours there….
Just looking.

Your smile fixates me.
I will do almost anything to make you laugh,
Just so I can see your smile.
My heart burns with every one of your smiles.

You are the object of desire
That my brain will not give up.
You are the picture of all I’ve ever lusted after
In a man.

I am bound by my word and my heart to another,
So we can never be…in this life,
But perhaps in another.
Fate keeps bringing us together
In this life for a reason.


Spring Fever

I’m moist as a flower,
Wet with dew
Consume my sweet petals
Plunge your tongue deep
And taste my nectar

Feel my body rise and tense
with each flick of your tongue
Awaken my lust

Let me take you deep
Inside of me
Grabbing hold and letting go
Feeling you consume my very core

I want to melt into you,
Become you,
Feel you,

I’m yours for the asking

……ask me.


Rose

You are suave….
And so sexy
I could fuck you
Until I collapse from exhaustion.

You make me hot.

Raw

Feverish and bothered
I remain moist and ready
Kiss me hard, long and deep
Let me feel your tongue tangled with mine

My heart beats faster
Anticipation fills my lungs
I pant like an excited puppy

Explore my body with your hands
Touch every inch
Push my buttons
Make me twitch

Lick me
Drive me wild
Tease me
Don’t stop!
Drive me to the edge

Fuck me
Hold me down and fuck me hard
Make me cum
Make me scream out with pleasure

Release my inhibitions
Free my spirit
Take me to heaven

Let’s do it again!

Rapture

I can’t escape your eyes.
If there is one thing that will hold me as your hostage, it would be your eyes.
They see me as I am and do not judge me.
Their intensity forces this infatuation to continue on.
I pray to be released from this tormentuous rapture.

If nothing else, keep me as a confidante.
Do not flirt with my heart,
For it is weak and succumbs easily to your flattery.
Please give me a reason to see you as something else
Other than a tall, dark, handsome prince
Who has the ability to charm his way into my heart.

Foolish heart!
My heart belongs to someone else
And will for all eternity.
But you have cast a spell over it
And my heart knows not what to feel.

Keep your flattery to yourself…..
I beg you!
I swoon over every word which leaves your lips.
My heart begs to be close to you.
My brain tells it No.

Release me!
My feelings are one sided……. this I know.
Please help me to escape my own thoughts.
They torment me in the daylight hours and again in my dreams.
This must stop.

I hover on the brink of tears
As my heart becomes more confused and frustrated.
I wish I could share my thoughts with you,
But I know that you must never know my true feelings.

I walk through the day with my head in the clouds
Trying to make my way back to the ground.
One day this rapture will dissolve,
But for now, I must endure the pain of being torn between two men.

Fantasies

I lay here alone
In my hotel room
On this business trip

You are only down the hall
Alone in your room
Probably working
Or perhaps sleeping

I imagine you knocking on my door
I let you in
We discuss work,
But one thing leads to another

We share in each other’s company
And insatiable lust
We fuck all night
Until we collapse from exhaustion

The next day
No one suspects what happened
In my room the night before
Our dirty little secret is ours to keep

I come to the thought of you
As I watch this in-room porno
Knowing you are only down the hall
Wishing you were in my room…..

Mystery

There is a mystery that lies just beyond the meaningless good-night kiss
That lingered a moment too long
A kiss that now begs the question, “What if?”

My curiosities manifest themselves time and again
With the one man I’m allowed to kiss.
I close my eyes and imagine it’s your lips I’m kissing;
Your mouth I’m tasting;
Your tongue I’m caressing with my own.

My skin has been ignited
And is wanton of a stranger’s hands;
Such that my desire is becoming all consuming.

This is a book that begs to be opened and read
Pages burning with curious passion
Intuition that wants to be proven right

Do we dare to open a forbidden book,
And read of the mysteries within?
For once the mystery is solved…….

….. case closed.

Distracted

The warm air caresses my flesh
The sun kisses my face
An awakening is stirring within me
A force so strong I need to catch my breath

My heart beat is quickened
My senses are alive
My loins are moist
And eager for some loving

I’m frisky and flirty
And looking to fuck
I’m distracted by these thoughts
They consume my day and my mind

I am a wonton creature
Difficult to satisfy
My hunger is voracious

Do you dare to take me on?

Bluff

What was once an easy feat
Of emotionless deceit
Is now a painful joy
That begs me to no longer treat you as a toy

You’ve spoken with my heart
And made it see a part
Of you that I never before
Thought I could adore

We are so alike, you and & I
A pair of Jokers amidst the suits;
Wild animals amidst the civilians
You speak to my feral side
And encourage all that comes naturally

One understands the other
It’s a kinship I embrace
There is but one lie between us
Although the truth is written on our face

We lie to ourselves for sake of peace
Denying our hearts what could possibly be a new lease
“Friends with benefits” leaves me feeling cold
Call my bluff……

…….I fold.

Breathless

You keep me breathless
And wanting you more
Lusting after you
Like some bitch in heat

You make me wet
With your dirty thoughts
Teasing me
Ever closer to orgasm

Wishing to feel you
Deep inside of me
Attentive to every need and desire
You must be too good to be true

I’m longing for the day
When we meet
Hoping all our talk becomes reality
And we can act out our sexual fantasies